Friday, October 30, 2009

min ho.


last weekend,
me n sisters went to watch korean star.
cute. :)

he looks humble to me. *awwww*
he has a charming smile. *awwwww*
i like his shy shy face. *awwwwwwwww*
so cuteeee. lol.

i got his poster. *happy happy*

(
糟了,how come i sound lk those 15/16岁的疯狂美眉粉丝咧?gosh)

perfect perfect guy!
i like him. :)


Thursday, October 15, 2009

I doubt

(p/s: Hey ppl, i'm back! when i'm back, u know la, it's either i'm very happy or emo. My blog=My shelter when i'm hurt or joy sharing companion)

The Road Not Taken
by Robert Frost

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:

Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference
.

❤❤❤

Familiar with this poem? It is a form 5 poem we learnt. It is still fresh in my mind, the day I first came across this poem. It was a fine day, where my two highschool friends and me sitting by the dining table, having english tuition at home. The tutor is dedicated. He tried to explain every hidden message of this poem.

Ignorant. This is perhaps the best word to describe me at that time. I should have learnt the lesson, but instead I laughed away the tuition hours. I did not know the meaning of it, not to mention it did not bother me even the slighest.

After 4 years, today, look at myself and back into the past. I have a strange feeling in there. It somehow hurts. I doubt. I doubt about myself. Did I make the correct choice? This poem popped out of my mind. Ironically, it was the first thing that came into my mind. It perfectly describe how i feel.

Everytime, I see them doing what they always wanted to do, they are so happy. And, when they speak about it, I can see they smile from their heart, the purest smile. I can only fake a smile when I think of myself in turn.

Do not feel sad for me, as I have as much freedom as most people, to choose what I want. I made the choice to be who I am now.

Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

Sunday, September 13, 2009

mood swing.

I'm E M O !

Saturday, September 5, 2009

i've no idea.

If you're a loyal reader, you may find that I'm actually running out of things to blog. hm mm...why-o-why? I actually intended to write a nice long blogpost here. But, the words just wouldn't come out from my head and the intention to blog is depleting real fast. Strange. I need some inspirations. My inspiration dies whenever i log in here. iishhhhh..

inspires me, anyone?

(p/s: oh yes! I screwed up my maths again, as usual. I can always screw up maths without any dfficulty. My kind of thing. )

Sunday, August 30, 2009

好想你哦。

那里的太阳和这里的一样么?
在你第一次看到彩虹的时候,
要立即告诉我,
因为它终于帮我找到你了。

我向彩虹许了愿,
我要求彩虹把笑容挂在你脸上,
怎么拆也拆不下。
希望彩虹快点找到你。

你要快乐哦。

Sunday, August 23, 2009

lazy bug.

the mid-terms are coming,
but i feel so lazy n reluctant to study.
ish..i haven't had any improvements in today's study progress either.
i feel sleepy everytime i tell myself this, "STUUuuudyyyy!!"
*battery low then died out*

WaaaaaaaWaaaaaWaaaaa.
lalalalalalalala..
i'm wasting my time.
i should be studying now.
lalalalalalalala..
waaawawaaaaaaaaawwaaaa.
i dont know i dont know..
maybe i should go catch some sleep 1st.
i'm the worst procrastinator.

good night world.

Saturday, August 22, 2009

a love letter

i love you. i always do.