Friday, October 30, 2009
Thursday, October 15, 2009
I doubt
The Road Not Taken
by Robert Frost
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
❤❤❤
Familiar with this poem? It is a form 5 poem we learnt. It is still fresh in my mind, the day I first came across this poem. It was a fine day, where my two highschool friends and me sitting by the dining table, having english tuition at home. The tutor is dedicated. He tried to explain every hidden message of this poem.
Ignorant. This is perhaps the best word to describe me at that time. I should have learnt the lesson, but instead I laughed away the tuition hours. I did not know the meaning of it, not to mention it did not bother me even the slighest.
After 4 years, today, look at myself and back into the past. I have a strange feeling in there. It somehow hurts. I doubt. I doubt about myself. Did I make the correct choice? This poem popped out of my mind. Ironically, it was the first thing that came into my mind. It perfectly describe how i feel.
Everytime, I see them doing what they always wanted to do, they are so happy. And, when they speak about it, I can see they smile from their heart, the purest smile. I can only fake a smile when I think of myself in turn.
Do not feel sad for me, as I have as much freedom as most people, to choose what I want. I made the choice to be who I am now.
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Saturday, September 5, 2009
i've no idea.
inspires me, anyone?
(p/s: oh yes! I screwed up my maths again, as usual. I can always screw up maths without any dfficulty. My kind of thing. )
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Sunday, August 23, 2009
lazy bug.
but i feel so lazy n reluctant to study.
ish..i haven't had any improvements in today's study progress either.
i feel sleepy everytime i tell myself this, "STUUuuudyyyy!!"
*battery low then died out*
WaaaaaaaWaaaaaWaaaaa.
lalalalalalalala..
i'm wasting my time.
i should be studying now.
lalalalalalalala..
waaawawaaaaaaaaawwaaaa.
i dont know i dont know..
maybe i should go catch some sleep 1st.
i'm the worst procrastinator.
good night world.



